Sitting here on Christmas Eve, knowing how much you loved a good family Christmas (and Boxing Day) is devastating. I can't promise not to be sad tomorrow but I do promise to make it special for Skylar and Carter because as you always told me Christmas is for the children. I am your child and I miss you Mum. I hope you have a special Christmas now you're back with Grandad and looking down on us. Perhaps you can have a game of guess the impression "Hello my darlings!" Hope he gets it quicker than I did! 😂😂. See you one day beyond the rainbows end 🌈 😘😘 love you x